I’m all tied up in shit I don’t even care for
I hope you can see what you’ve become
A deluded whore who can’t think for herself
You think you’re missing something in life
But you have everything you want buried
In one small and air-tight convenient space
So let’s drive down to the lake
And try to see the reflections of our future selves
You hope to find a happy and fulfilled life
Full of hope and no regrets
But we both know that’s not who you are
And you’re going to fuck that guy like you fucked me
We’ve been here too many times before
You say you’ve changed, but you can’t keep your legs shut
The cologne I smell is a scent I’ve never wore
But it always seems to be on your clothes
Blame the detergent all you want, you can’t believe I’m that stupid
Don’t tell me I’m going to be fine, you’re all I had and now I have nothing
So please, go fuck yourself
Go fuck yourself with the dildo from Se7en
Nobody likes a whore with syphilis anyways.
—
Once A Cheater, Always A Hooker
Writing up lyrics for some acoustic songs I want to record over the summer.
Some lyrics I wrote……
5 past 6 in the morning and I’m watching some stupid horror movie
It’s got blood, gore, tits and in between bits
For some reason I can’t stop watching
Maybe I’ve learnt to settle for anything these days
I’m always down but never out
I’ve convinced myself this is how it is
But in the end, you learn to fuck it all and carry on
These late nights are finally catching up to me
10 past 8 in the morning and I’m staring at the credits
This part scares her most and I’ll never know why
My throat is dry and there’s nothing to drink
And going downstairs is just too much effort
22 years old and my biggest worry
Is that I can’t watch season 8 of Scrubs
Sometimes I wish I had something important to do
Anything but this, I hear JD leaves anyway….
I used to have such steady hands
Now I can’t keep them from shaking
The Blue Man Group won’t cure depression
I can see we brought it on ourselves
—The Wonder Years - Logan Circle (A New Hope)
My friends and I - we’re all fucked on the inside!
But we don’t let it ruin our lives
You’re gonna need a bodybag
I’ll break bones you didn’t know you had
When I’m done, their will be nothing left of you
For your friends to hold on to when they find you cold and blue tonight
Face down in the parking lot!
MIXTAPES - Nothing Can Kill The Grimace
So fuck the world, now I feel a little better. I don’t care whats on your mind, I’m feeling happier today, I haven’t changed at all which is something that I’m proud of, which is more than you can say.
Living with me, I don’t think it would be so bad,
This is the first time this year that I’m not going to make you mad.
